For the last several years there's been a gradual decline in the number
of events my local SCA group holds, and at the moment there is nothing
on the calendar at all. We're a large, old barony, so this really
shouldn't be the case. This prompted someone to ask, on the baronial
mailing list, the quite reasonable question: why don't you (plural general)
autocrat events?
(Translation for non-SCA people: autocrat = convention chair = organizer.)
I used to; I've run about a dozen events, give or take, some small and
some large. It's been several years since I did so. I haven't posted
a reply to the mailing list (the silence has been deafening, actually),
but I've been thinking about my reasons (which I wouldn't post there in
these words, but this is my journal).
First there's the Shabbat problem; almost all SCA events are held on
Saturdays (or, less-commonly here, over weekends). There's no reason
an event can't be held on a Sunday, but people don't seem to
like the idea when I bring it up. But I'm going to set this issue
aside for the moment, because if this were the only barrier I'd push
the officers for permission and I'd run a successful Sunday event and
that would prove the point.
I would not be willing to autocrat an event that collects the corporate
tax, because I find it offensive, deceitful, and actively harmful to the
long-term health of the SCA. Free events (which don't collect
this tax) are certainly possible (we've had them recently), but they
do limit the options a bit. It would take some work to convince the
officers to go along with one that isn't held on a university campus,
but that's what I'd want to do. We've got some officers who are
staunchly pro-tax, so this could end up politicizing the event before
it gets off the ground, which would be unfortunate. I'm not afraid of
the fight at officers' meeting; I'm mildly afraid of the consequences.
But that's a relatively minor point, I think.
A big reason that I don't autocrat any more is stamina. The autocrat
is expected to be first on site and last to leave. Yes, you recruit
people to help with setup and cleanup, but the autocrat is expected to
be an active participant in those activities too. It looks bad if the
autocrat goes home early, or sits there while cleanup happens. I
do not hold such things against an autocrat, because I've been there,
but I've heard enough to conclude that most people haven't been and do.
I'm just not up for the extra-long day like I used to be. And that
would be harder on a Sunday because of the need to be at work Monday
morning. (Tangent: running an event is not attractive enough for me
to be willing to spend a vacation day.)
For a while we've had some vocal members who expect every event to cater
to the needs of every sub-group. I've seen autocrats get publicly chewed
out for not having organized children's activities, for instance -- and I
have not seen the populace rise to the autocrats' defense. There's
been a bit of a trend in the other direction recently; yesterday's
event had fighting and fencing and schmoozing but no feast and no other
organized activities, and I didn't hear any complaints about that.
If this keeps up I'll re-evaluate this point. And while I'm
perfectly willing to tell someone he's being unreasonable (especially
if he's doing the entitlement thing rather than the volunteer thing),
the existence of the mindset does make me ask myself "do you want to
invite hassle?".
Writing that helped me realize something important. Autocratting used
to be fun -- just my way of pitching in. Now it seems like a job, with
more demands and less personal pleasure, and it's a job I don't need to
take on -- so I'm not inclined to take it on. Am I getting old and cranky?
Maybe. Am I less invested in a group that has done some annoying things
over the last decade or so, and thus less inclined to help out in ways
I don't enjoy? Yeah, I think so.
Autocratting isn't fun any more, but cooking still is. If we had a
Sunday event (that does not collect the tax) I would be delighted to
cook the feast, if someone else were to be the autocrat. But I think
we've got more interested cooks than interested autocrats, and the others
can cook on Saturdays and don't mind the tax, so I doubt I'll ever
get the opportunity to cook another feast.