afterward

Sep. 13th, 2011 08:31 pm
cellio: (erik)
Thank you everybody for the condolences. It means a lot to me, more than I had realized it would.

My vet called a couple days later with some final information. He was definitely suffering from end-stage kidney disease (which we knew from the bloodwork, but she found more evidence); his liver, while problematic, was not a factor in this. And yes, he did have the gallstone we suspected starting two years ago, but no, it wasn't the problem either. She did not find any tumors. We don't know what was causing the anemia; process of elimination suggests ulcers, which we were treating speculatively.

So, bottom line, according to my vet (and the ultrasound vet) we did everything right. The ultrasound vet told us that he considers any cat who reaches age 17 to have kidney disease whether you see it in the tests or not. I'm introducing Baldur to dietary changes -- can't hurt, might help.

RIP Erik

Sep. 8th, 2011 05:40 pm
cellio: (erik)
Erik the Redhead, February 28 1993 - September 8 2011.



Erik has had assorted medical problems for years. In late June we saw the first hints of kidney problems and anemia and started treating those. Both gradually declined through the summer but he seemed to be coping. In late August my vet thought that we would soon need to start a risky treatment for the anemia and we ordered the medicine.

In the last several days he became much weaker and more lethargic, but was still eating and drinking some. Last night he wouldn't eat and wasn't moving much. This morning when I set him down after giving him his medicines (which he didn't resist at all) he took two steps and fell over. Repeatedly. I sat down and set him in my lap and he lay there ignoring me. He would not eat any of his favorite foods.

I called the vet to ask if I should deploy that medicine now. She was about to call me; she'd just gotten the results of Tuesday's bloodwork. She said all the relevant numbers were "terrible"; I don't think I've heard her use that word before. His kidneys had completely given up and his anemia had taken a nose-dive. We discussed options, but there really weren't any and Erik, lying listlessly in my lap, seemed to be giving me his clear opinion (which remained unchanged for several more hours).

The end was very fast. I know I did everything I could for him and showed him lots of love. I like to think he knew that at some level.

He's been part of my life since he was 10 weeks old. I miss him terribly.

Erik update

Aug. 3rd, 2011 10:58 pm
cellio: (erik)
Erik is doing better since my last post on the subject. Two weeks after restarting the Methimazole and starting him on Prednisone his weight was back up (6lb 4oz, so still a way to go), his T4 is back to normal (2.8), and his bilirubin is down by half (1.9, still too high but this is progress). In other news, his liver numbers are up when we expected them to be down; SALT was 644 in June, 1035 in July, and 1364 now. This surprised my vet, who thought it would track the bilirubin somewhat. Also, his kidney numbers are up (this is new): BUN is 63 and Creatinine is 3.6 (was 2.4, which is considered normal). Also, he continues to be anemic (18% now, was 20, normal 28). The vet had expected the Prednisone to help with the anemia, but not so far.

We changed two things at once (the two drugs) so we can't debug as easily, but getting Erik back on track trumped engineering rigor. Now, however, the question is: with the stats being basically back to where they were in June before we suspended the Methimazole, is the turn-around due entirely to the Methimazole and the Prednisone is doing harm, or are both contributing to the improvement in his weight, bilirubin, and T4? Prednisone is a wonder drug but it is not without side-effects. My vet will consult with others; I predict that we will end up lowering the dose of Prednisone.

Everything is connected; the body is a delicate system and changing one thing has ripples elsewhere. Erik has a complicated set of conditions and drugs at this point, so there's a lot of veterinary improvisation going on here. Can't be helped.

And through it all he remains a content kitty. I am grateful for that.

birthday

Feb. 28th, 2011 11:22 pm
cellio: (kitties)
What party affiliation do cats old enough to vote claim? Independent, of course. (But since neither can produce proof of citizenship, and anyway they are not allowed out of the house on their own, we don't need to worry about feline domination coming through that particular path.)

Baldur has spent most of his life being gravity-challenged. He'll stand (or sit) on the floor in front of the couch and contemplate jumping up to join you but conclude it's too much work. In the last month or so he has, pretty consistently, jumped up on the desk to be with me when I'm using the computer. (He goes by way of my lap; he can't do floor to desk directly.) I am at a loss to explain this sudden change in outlook. Yes he's lost weight (and that's actually a concern), but I had always assumed this was governed by attitude, not mass.

Erik, meanwhile, can be relied upon to crawl under the bed-covers at night, at least until spring. He has never considered gravity to be an impediment to this.
cellio: (erik)
Our living room has a (currently-decorative) fireplace in the middle of one wall, with L-shaped radiators on either side. (In a bit of cleverness, somebody built window-seats over those radiators.) Erik in particular likes to lie in front of these radiators, using the L shape and body curve to maximize the thermal properties of the arrangement. Even though there are two radiators he and Baldur will sometimes fight over one of them; the one on the left seems preferable for reasons known only to cats.

When Erik lies along this radiator he always orients himself in the same way, facing into the room (instead of facing the fireplace). I've gently chided him that he needs to warm the other side sometimes, but you know how cats are about listening.

But now he seems to be taking my advice: for the last few days I have noticed him not changing orientation (that would still be wrong, apparently) but alternating radiators. Ok, that works too. :-)

(I really ought to get him a thermal bed as [livejournal.com profile] alienor suggested.)

vet visit

Nov. 2nd, 2009 10:55 pm
cellio: (kitties)
Tonight was check-up night for the cats.Read more... )
cellio: (lilac)
Last week Erik spent the day at the vet's for an ultrasound (everything looks good, they said; awaiting formal report). When I picked him up, the person at the desk asked me to sign a photo release. It turns out that this was their day to take photos of staff members for their web site, and since my vet had made a special trip just to be there for this ultrasound, she asked that Erik join her in the picture. :-) (No, it's not on the web site yet.)

Thanks to those who gave me DTV advice. I had the wrong mental model for the converter box: I was thinking of it as a passive device, like an antenna, when it is more like a cable box. I don't think I'd realized before today that I will have to always set the channel on the box and not the VCR. That makes recording shows more of a hassle, but I watch little-enough TV that it probably won't be a big hassle. Still, one of the reasons I've never been interested in higher levels of cable service (except for B5's TNT year) is that the box displaces the tuner in my VCR, making recording more error-prone. Of course, VCRs themselves are on the way out at this point, so perhaps I should be looking for a DVR that does not involve a subscription service. (Again, don't watch enough TV to justify paying for a service.) I want to be able to program something and mostly forget about it until I'm ready to watch accumulated shows.

We saw Star Trek this weekend. If you don't think about the plot or the science too hard it's a good movie -- which is pretty much the calibration I expect from Trek. I wonder if the reset will lead to more TV shows or if it's just a movie franchise at this point.

Speaking of movies, thanks to [livejournal.com profile] osewalrus for passing on I'm a Marvel / I'm a DC (YouTube).

A seasonal note: a different kind of Omer calendar. Y'see, Jews are supposed to count the 50 days from Pesach to Shavuot, each night. Sometimes it's hard to remember, so people have come up with various reminder schemes. This one builds on the near-universal motivational properties of chocolate. :-) (Some commenters compare it to a chocolate Advent calendar. Advent calendars are completely outside my experience; sounds like I missed out on something tasty as a kid.)

Seen in passing, a useful-looking URL to have on hand: http://downforeveryoneorjustme.com/.

Finally (below the cut due to image size) a cartoon that made me laugh out loud. I didn't particularly expect to find it on Language Log, but I'm glad they posted it so I could see it.
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good news

Nov. 14th, 2008 04:26 pm
cellio: (erik)
I wouldn't normally think of an abnormal test result as good news, but: Erik's T4 (thyroid-function test) is elevated (5.1, normal 0.5 to 4), which would contribute to weight loss. So we're tweaking the meds. It would be great if that were the main problem!

(For my records: WBC 20k, ALT 1500, bilirubin 0.8 which is a little high.)

This Monday he weighed 6lbs 12oz, up four ounces from two weeks earlier. So he'd already gained back some of the lost weight and we have no explanation for the fluctuation, but he's still low.
cellio: (don't panic)
A coworker is currently helping to train a bloodhound for police work. She is not in the law-enforcement business; she happens to run an animal sanctuary when she's not being a software geek, and somehow that apparently led to this. How cool. (Also sounds like a lot of work; she's training with the dog every morning and evening for the next couple weeks.)

Erik's appetite has been much improved this past week. I'm not sure what's different, but I'm glad to see it. We have not started him on prednizone yet; my vet is playing phone-tag with assorted specialists first.

Porridge: what really happened that fateful morning.

A funny cat video (from a locked entry, so identify yourself if you like but I won't).

This bunny hero made me smile (link from [livejournal.com profile] paquerette). I had a house rabbit for a few months a long time ago (before the cats). He was a rescue, and I'd read that rabbits were smart enough to be trained to use a litter box. I failed at that and wasn't interested in keeping him in a cage his entire life, so he went off to live with other house-trained rabbits on the theory that there's power in crowds.

From Language Log: be careful your translation says what you think it does.

Hey, CMU alum from approximately my generation, and others who enjoy quirky folk music: Michael Spiro has made much of his music available for free download. (I'm going to buy one of the CDs anyway, because he asked nicely and I believe in supporting independent musicians. I have the other on vinyl, so I probably won't buy the CD.) I particularly commend to you "The Folkie" and "Killing Me Softly With Kung-Fu". I would also point you at "Music, Sex, and Cookies", except the file appears to be corrupted. :-(
cellio: (erik)
I stopped by the vet's tonight to have Erik weighed. He has lost half a pound since early September. :-( I thought he was feeling bonier, but it's hard to tell when you pet him every day.

His appetite has been varying -- never absent, which would warrant some amount of force, but it's been lighter than it ought to be for the last couple weeks. Sometimes he won't eat cat food but will eat baby food or tuna; sometimes it's the reverse. Surprisingly, he currently seems to like a certain type of dry food, which he usually only picks at.

I have (finally!) noticed a possible correlation; both this cycle and last his appetite has done this at a certain point in his drug cycle. We're going to vary that next time and see if the behavior follows the drug.

The doctors who did Erik's ultrasound in June said I should do another if his weight drops. But the surgeon I saw in July said the ultrasound was hard to read because the surgery he had a few years ago rearranged some bits. Tonight my vet asked if I'd consider another ultrasound and I asked her to explore whether it would actually tell us anything we could act on. What outcome could an ultrasound serve up that we could treat without surgery? (If all roads lead to surgery anyway, what does the ultrasound tell us?)

In July the surgeon postulated four possible causes of Erik's woes: the hepatitis we're already treating, a pancreatic tumor that would be untreatable, IBD that would be treated with prednizone, and lymphoma that would be treated with prednizone and chemo. Of those, only the tumor could be visible on an ultrasound; exploratory surgery could diagnose all of them (via biopsy), but surgery is risky. Prednizone interferes with biopsies; his recommendation was to either do exploratory surgery or decide not to and just treat with prednizone speculatively. I delayed on making a decision on surgery (and thus not doing the prednizone) because surgery is scary and Erik seemed to be doing ok; now I find myself leaning toward "just hit him with the prednizone". The surgery poses non-trivial risk; I don't see enough benefit to put him through that. But my vet will talk with some folks and explore these questions. And I forgot to ping her about diet changes (she didn't have any ideas there this summer), so I'll do that. (She did give me a tube of NutriCal tonight as a possible way of getting more calories into him.)

a story

Sep. 18th, 2008 11:32 pm
cellio: (erik)
A conversation with a coworker today prompted a memory that I realized I never actually wrote about.

A few years ago, my cat Erik had to have surgery, which had complicated after-care -- feedings were on a 6-hour cycle while some drugs were on an 8-hour one, both inflexible. I work full-time. Clearly this wasn't going to work.

We had just moved into new office space and parts of it were not complete. Specifically, we have a shower that was still missing some of its plumbing, so not usable as a shower. My manager arranged for me to be able to use that room for a week, stashing Erik in there and just going in when I needed to do stuff to him. This was neither a secret nor widely-known; people who saw me walk into the building would have seen the carrier, but it's not like there was an announcement. (Though a couple people who knew about it made visits to the room too.) I put a sign on the door saying "please don't open; find me if this is a problem" and signed it.

My company was, at the time, in its first year of having been acquired. Large companies are not always as casual as the small companies they buy. We had, fairly recently, had a manager from the mothership transfer to us, perhaps to help steer us in the right direction in the larger world.

I only heard about this incident some weeks after it happened: this manager and one of our software developers were walking down the hall past this room when Erik meowed. The manager stopped, looked at the door, and said "you have a cat in there". The developer looked at the sign, said "must be Monica's", and continued walking, having given this fact all the attention he felt it deserved. Apparently the look on the manager's face was special.

At the time the manager had no reason to know who I was. Now that he does, I infer that he's forgotten all about the cat in the office. Or, if he hasn't, he has declined to bring it up. :-)

random bits

Jul. 2nd, 2008 09:30 pm
cellio: (don't panic)
There's a parlor game going around that calls for the poster to list three things he has done that he doesn't think any of his readers have done. I think I must be too boring; I can't think of three (that would also be interesting enough to post).

I keep a log for Erik, recording anything unusual and all medication starts/stops. I started doing this because I thought there might be correlations between meds and appetite changes; none have emerged so far, but it's turned out to be useful in other ways. ("Any vomiting?" "June 2, in the morning". "You know that stuff?") So anyway... Erik's appetite had been low last week, so at my vet's direction I gave him fluids for a few days (also logged). Things got better so I stopped, but Monday he was back to not eating so I hit him again, this time with a bit more because I could (150ml). Tuesday's log entry: "oink". :-) Good to see that work sometimes... (The healthy appetite has continued today.)

I have a minor workplace mystery. Yesterday someone left me a post-it note containing a charge code and nothing else, and used my Sharpie to do so without recapping it (so it was dried out and useless). I asked the usual suspects, but no one recognized the code. Shrug. Today I came in to find my entire post-it pad and several pens missing. WTF? I have the back desk in a two-person enclosed space; it's unlikely that a passerby needed a pen or some paper and my desk was the most convenient source. I wonder what surprise will greet me tomorrow.

Language peeves: "council" is a body; "counsel" is what advisors give. "Populous" means there are lots of people; "populace" is the people. The "populous" should not be giving "council" to anyone, ok? (Both of these errors are common on SCA mailing lists.)

Language Log reproduces some careless spam from Barnes and Noble. I like the poster's method of thanking them.

Funny cat video via [livejournal.com profile] thnidu.

Something in our house is chirping intermittently. It sounds like a smoke detector, but we've changed all the relevant batteries and it hasn't stopped. It does not happen predictably (and when it does it chirps only once), so it's very hard to localize. Whee.

cellio: (moon)
The most recent gathering of the Transarc doc group was Saturday afternoon at a home half a mile from mine. (While I don't remember the hosts from Transarc (I don't think we overlapped), I did share a Hebrew class with them once.) At one point a person I've worked with twice, and tried to recruit, asked me "are you still loving your job?". I gestured toward another person sitting there and asked "have you met my grand-boss"? I then explained that any answer I gave under the circumstances would be perceived as either untruthful or unwise, depending, so I couldn't answer that question just then. I also pointed out that another attendee now works for me, so she shouldn't ask her about it in front of me. :-)

It took a couple weeks (after making an online reservation), but I finally got my confirmation for the NHC summer institute (Jewish learning program). So now all I have to do is decide on an airport and make reservations. Trains do not go there efficiently. That's a pity; I would like to be able to take a train somewhere someday. Doing the "airborne sardine" thing is over-rated. (Hmm. I'm taking it as a given that no one else from the Pittsburgh area is going, but I should check. Driving could work with the right group. But there is no way I'm taking such a road trip myself.)

Erik saw my vet tonight for a followup after his visit to the emergency clinic last week. He is eating but (still) not as much as he should be. I am to give him fluids for a while. We are waiting for an appointment for a consultation with a specialist, who'll look at the ultrasound and advise on options, including surgery. Poor guy. He's active and otherwise happy near as I can tell, but he does seem to have a case of ADR (Ain't Doin' Right), and I hope they can figure out how to fix it soon.

It's a little disconcerting to realize that my cat has better health care than many people who can pay (but live in places where there's none to be bought).

What does "X% chance of rain tonight" mean? Any rain anywhere in the region at any time during the night? That X% of the region will be wet by morning? That the whole region will get rain for X% of the night? Inquiring minds want to know, and empirical evidence is decidedly lacking.

Short takes:

As [livejournal.com profile] rjlippincott says, sometimes a product name says everything you need to know. Moo Doo, indeed.

For SCA folks: [livejournal.com profile] jducoeur's rules of water-bearing nails some of the current bureaucracy square on the head. Go. Read.

This kitten pile from [livejournal.com profile] kittenbreak is adorable. Assuming that's one litter, I'm surprised by both the number and the uniformity.

cellio: (erik)
...and the vet at the clinic has no explanation for what happened.

They put him on IV fluids and hit him with injected antibiotics (which I understand to be more potent), and he started eating. This morning they said he had eaten "a little"; this afternoon it was "quite a bit" (though they didn't quantify any of this and I didn't think to ask). To my surprise, the vet did not propose exploratory surgery (and attack on the gallstone while in the neighborhood); rather, she suggested sending him home and following up with my regular vet in a week. My vet, in turn, has a surgeon she'll want to have consult. And I'll want to know an awful lot more than I currently know about the probable and possible effects of the surgery on him, short- and long-term. The last one was pretty rough on him but was overwhelmingly successful; I can't assume another surgery would be like that.

I know that in people they can use some sonic doo-hickey to break up kidney stones sometimes, but my vet is unaware of such things for cats at all or for gallstones.

I have a copy of the results from yesterday's blood test and the technicians' log of everything they did to him while he was there. When I got home I called my vet and read her parts of it, and she's confused too. They are supposed to fax her a copy (and if they don't I can). I have an appointment with her for next Monday.

Everyone I spoke with at AVETS described Erik as "very affectionate". Good boy. :-)

Thanks to everyone for the good wishes yesterday and today.
cellio: (erik)
Erik has been increasingly lethargic and decreasingly interested in food since Friday. I gave him fluids both Friday and Saturday nights (that usually fixes it), but he was still droopy this morning. When he wouldn't eat, I pushed in some tuna juice via syringe in hopes of at least getting some nutrients in (and maybe getting him interested in eating more). Nope. I couldn't reach my vet (not surprising on a Sunday), so I figured we'd now be seeing her tomorrow.

That's when I noticed that his pink nose wasn't pink -- it was the same color as the rest of him. Jaundice, anyone? So off to the animal hospital we raced.

There was a lot of waiting around while they did tests, and in the end they admitted him. They are giving him IV fluids and injectable antibiotics and trying to get him to eat. I asked about appetite stimulants or IV nutrients and they said not yet (ask again tomorrow). They also said that while he (and his blood) looked a little jaundiced, the bilirubin level was normal. Weird. (His nose was also pinker by the end of the exam than it had been, though not normal.)

Coincidentally, he had an ultrasound earlier this week (looking for the cause of elevated WBC count, and it had been 15 months since the last one). My vet hasn't seen the report yet, but based on what was read to her over the phone, there were some issues there but nothing really urgent. The folks at the hospital probably would have wanted an ultrasound, so we'll just send them that one.

tests )

I left a message for my vet when I got home, and she called me back. (Hey, I didn't know that was her home number. I've always gotten a machine, so assumed it was office voicemail.) She will talk with the vet at the hospital tomorrow (or tonight if they want). She also had new information about the ultrasound: the message she had gotten from a staff member said two small "stones" but didn't say where (kidney stones? bladder stones? ?); she said she would have to see the report/images. But yesterday she happened to be talking with the doctor who did the ultrasound, and he said gallstones. Gall, liver... sounds related to me! So I called the hospital to relay that information.

choosing a hospital )

Now, I guess we wait. Poor Erik! If the problem turns out to be a gallstone lodged in an unfortunate place, I wonder what the least-invasive way to treat it is.

Edited to add: relevant article from VIN.

random bits

May. 7th, 2008 10:35 pm
cellio: (erik)
Ok, you guys were right: Heroes rocks, at least so far. I picked up the first season recently; I was hooked after two episodes and have seen six so far. It looks like the second season will be released on DVD in August, which means I won't have too long a wait. Increasingly, I'm coming to think that this is the way to watch most TV shows. (I should also be able to return the first season of Lost to the person who lent it to me and exchange it for the second season soon.) Still, I want to get an antenna up on the roof too. (Note to self.)

We've been having some modem troubles (two modems with different failure modes), so we ordered another recently to experiment with. It looks like we have a family of modems -- maybe a breeding program. given the evidence, I'd have to say that Westel-ness is a dominant gene. :-)

My vet wanted to see Erik recently (just a quick check on something), so while we were there I asked if she could try again to teach me how to push pills into him. (Currently he gets his medicine ground up in canned food, as I seem unable to reliably get a whole pill down.) She demonstrated, then had me try... and she finally said "it's ok; mixing it into the food won't hurt him". I feel inadequate; even my vet gave up on me. :-) (Yes, I have tried that plunger-like gadget. I haven't found the cat treats that have pockets for hiding pills in, but I suspect he's too smart for that.)

A bakery run on the honor system seems not to be loosing money. Interesting idea. (Someone on my reading list posted this link, but I forget who.)

I have a question for the Hebrew-literate. Please humor me. How would you say "I will thank you" (masculine, singular)? I thought I knew, and then I heard a different formation in a song, so I asked a native speaker, who provided a third option. (I think "odecha", song was "odeka", speaker said "odelecha". It's entirely possible that "odecha" is biblical and "odelecha" is modern, but what's with "odeka"?)

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